Why do people have to be so doggone bitter man! So what if love failed you. So what if you're alone. So what if the person who you want does not want you back. Get over it. The universe was not created nor does it exist to serve or please you, so smell the coffee. Matter fact, drink a whole cup of it. Life is full of the unfortunate, but guess what? It goes on.
Wednesday, August 21, 2013
I was once a bird, soaring the skies above all
I had this curiosity
So I wished upon a star to change my form into yours
So I could live like you do;
I saw the rain falling down, did someone hear my plea?
Suddenly I was morphing into that they call human
And I loved the feeling
Tuesday, August 20, 2013
I'm pacing back and forth while my mind's racing
Looking for some sort of justification
For why I do all the things that I do.
Simply trying to arrange this mess and put the pieces in place.
Can't seem to face the truth so I hide behind my own version of it.
Not worth it, not beneficial but I feel I have to.
If only I let go of what I fear and grasp what's near, what's really real,
what's plain and simple, would things become clearer?
But see, I loathe simplicity and am drawn to complexity.
It's not just me I know it.
To strive for happiness when you don't know where to find it is one hell of a thing.
Go with the wind I hear a voice saying.
Maybe that's the way...
Sunday, August 18, 2013
Ah, so much to say and the time is NOW. You like that, huh? Yeah, so do I. lol. Anyway, I thought about this blog idea because of my need for self-expression. I write songs and poems infrequently, but sometimes I feel the need to just ramble on dammit! And this is my medium :). So listen up people! You know, I've always preferred to be "anonymous," simply because I hated people knowing my every thought or move. And for a long time I thought being anonymous meant staying quiet. But I am coming to realize that actions do speak volumes (i.e. body language, facial expressions, etc.) So even though I don't talk often in certain circumstances, I tend to tell all unintentionally anyway. But you know what? Screw it. Expressing myself is not a bad thing. It actually feels pretty damn good. And the more I try to conceal who I am for whatever the desired purpose is, I just end up frustrated. As of recent, I feel as though a fire has been lit under my ass and I am so motivated to do something. Anything. Talk, laugh, smile, communicate, cry, yada yada. And I don't care what anyone has to say about it. So, everything that I will express to you all is me - unfiltered and unapologetic. And I'm not afraid of sounding vulnerable, crazy or stupid because honestly, I can be a bit of all those things sometimes. Hello.