Tuesday, August 20, 2013
I'm pacing back and forth while my mind's racing
Looking for some sort of justification
For why I do all the things that I do.
Simply trying to arrange this mess and put the pieces in place.
Can't seem to face the truth so I hide behind my own version of it.
Not worth it, not beneficial but I feel I have to.
If only I let go of what I fear and grasp what's near, what's really real,
what's plain and simple, would things become clearer?
But see, I loathe simplicity and am drawn to complexity.
It's not just me I know it.
To strive for happiness when you don't know where to find it is one hell of a thing.
Go with the wind I hear a voice saying.
Maybe that's the way...